Have you ever been unhappy with yourself? I have, in fact I am. I am unhappy about so many aspects of my life, yet I lack the motivation to do anything about it. I am fat, not just overweight, not full figured, I am fat. Yet I don’t exercise, and I don’t do anything to change me eating habits.
I am poor. Not living on the streets out of my car poor, but I am poor. I have a full time job, but I suck at money management. There are several things I COULD do about this. I could devise a budget and follow it, and I COULD get a second job, but I don’t. Why? Because it’s so much easier to come home after work and collapse on the sofa and do nothing.
I am lonely, but I do nothing to change that. I don’t reach out to my friends and make plans. I don’t go anywhere or do anything, I just sit.
I wonder if perhaps I’m suffering from depression, but I think, no, I’m probably not, and I’m just using that as an excuse to do nothing. End result, I am unhappy with myself, and I look to remain that way because I won’t do anything about it.