Well Color Me…..

My ramblings on the world in general and my life in particular

…Self Destructive


Not like raging alcohol abuse or drug use self-destructive, but self destructive nonetheless.  It’s frustrating to watch myself make choices that aren’t good for me.  I know they’re not good for me, and yet, I still make them. I’ve been thinking a lot about why in an attempt to change the pattern, and I think it has a lot to do with why I am such a procrastinator.

I procrastinate because if it doesn’t work out, or the end result isn’t what I wanted, I can say it’s because I procrastinated.  Same goes for the self-destructive behavior.  I’ve been making really poor food choices and not hitting the gym the way I should.  If I don’t start, and I mean really start and commit to it, then I can’t fail.   I know that, but I’m not quite sure what to do about it.

I need to figure it out because I need to treat myself better!




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