The end of an old year and the start of the new year is traditionally a time for thought, introspection even, and possibly change. I blogged over on my other site about how hard it is to change and push yourself. It’s not my best writing, but that’s okay. While I love having people follow my blog and read my posts, in the end, they are for me. A way to explore and hopefully change and grow. A lot of time is spent looking back as well, and while this can be helpful, I myself tend to be far to introspective and not only live in the past. I tend to obsess about the past. Tiny little mistakes become magnified in my mind growing bigger and bigger until they are almost paralyzing. In short, I struggle to let things go, and this in turn makes it incredibly hard to move forward.
So while I try hard not to make resolutions, what I am going to try to do this year is to learn to let go of things. Look back, sure, learn, then let go and move on. I’m not going to let things grow so big in my mind that I can’t move past them. I’m going to be more thoughtful about who I am, who I was, and who I am going to be.